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I Know

I know I love you because sometimes I just long to say your name some days I can't not think of you I know I love you because the sound of your name on my lips brings joy to my soul the quirk in your grin brings sunshine to my dark world I know I love you because I dream of just sitting with you I think of just touching you I know I love you because I want to cry just to have you hold me I want to grow old just to have spent always with you

And Then There Was You... by violated-and-used, literature

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And Then There Was You...

Tomorrow became a bright beacon waiting on the horizon. Hope filled my heart, my soul smiled. Fantasy merged with reality. Love, you became my world. And as I watch you walk away, your footsteps in the sand, they seem so apropos, for they will fade and wash away, my world along with them. Tomorrow will just be another day. Hope crushed beneath the cynicism of the world. And fantasy, relegated back to my dreams…

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Catch Me

Loving you is so easy, too easy I sink farther each day, too far I ‘m helpless against the fall My brain says to run and my heart refuses My silly heart, my scarred heart It’s seen too much pain It’s felt too much sorrow so much, too much I can’t fight it any longer I don’t possess the will to deny you And so I’ll fall, I’ll love you forever Just promise me this You’ll be there to catch me

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Cat's Eyes

The breeze, however slight, was a welcomed friend on nights like this. It was one of those sticky, humid, and somehow roasting summer nights that the brochures inviting tourists to San Diego don’t mention. That breeze never came though, never brushed across my skin and it wouldn’t have mattered much any other day, any other time. Unfortunately, the air conditioner had decided to make a break for it earlier in the day without so much as a by your leave. So I lay there, trying my damnedest not to move, hoping for the ignorant bliss of sleep. Finally, it took me and as my eyes drifted closed, on some subconscious level, I noted the set

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And So I Pushed by violated-and-used, literature

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And So I Pushed

And So I Pushed When first you came, I didn’t know what you would mean to me. I couldn’t fathom the connection we would have. And so I pushed. Pushed you away, gave you reason to hate. But you stayed, you endured the stinging barbs, the cruel words flung at you with feigned disdain. I thought I needed you gone because I knew you would come too close. Too close to the secrets of my heart, the darkness of my soul. Now, my wish granted, you finally gave up, you finally let go, and yet I secretly hoped it would never be so. I’ve only myself to blame; I’ve only myself to punish. And so I’ll wallow, i

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You'll Never Know It by violated-and-used, literature

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You'll Never Know It

You'll never know it but Every night you're the one I dream about Every morning you're the reason I get out of bed Every day you're why I smile Every moment my love for you grows You'll never know it but I've loved you since the moment we met Even though I lost my faith I thank God for you You're the only one who really knows me I never really laughed till you came along You'll never know it but My only true regret in life is that You'll never know

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May 21
United States
Deviant for 16 years
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Art is infinite as am I
I keep it, I control it
At the end, it will be me and you
Me the victor
And what will you be?

Current Residence: San Diego, CA
Favourite genre of music: Classic Rock, Pop, HipHop, Musical Theatre, Country, Southern Rock, Alternative, Soft Rock...
MP3 player of choice: iPod - Dawson as he is known by family, Master as he is known by his minions...
Personal Quote: cause only real pain makes fake times feel good...

Favourite Movies

Gone With the Wind, Star Wars: A New Hope, Star Trek (2009), Top Gun, Singing in the Rain, RENT....

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Flogging Molly, Missy Higgins, Green Day, AC/DC, Brad Paisley, Elton John, Celtic Woman....

Favourite Writers

Shakespeare, Edgar Allen Poe, Stephen King, Dylan Thomas, Cathrine Coulter, JK Rowling, Lora Liegh..

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music, movies, books...media in general

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violated-and-used

Sep 18, 2009

The end is NIGH...

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I really wish I could use "nigh" in any other situation, but it just doesn't feel right. I am coming back around to the conclusion that life is only what you make it. I can't blame others for my personal failings and I can't expect my goals to fall in my lap. I've always known I would need to fight for what I want and that I would need to work to achieve the goals I set. But somewhere along the line I stopped reaching for goals, I convinced myself that I could never get to where I wanted to be and so I would settle for whatever I could get. And let's be honest, if I'm just gonna settle anyway, why bother putting any effort into life. I allow

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Sep 4, 2009

Shut in and Shut out...but I can't seem to Shut UP

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I know that it's ridiculous but when I have someone blocking my exit I start to feel extremely claustrophobic. It's not like I'm being crowded or anything. I also think that when my exit is being blocked and it's behind me that feeling only increases. You get the: someone looking over your shoulder feeling coupled with the claustrophobia and it becomes a heart-pounding, breath quickening sensation. I go into panic attack mode and I can't help but feel the need to tackle those who close me in to get them out of my way. Even though the person who is the usual culprit is a pregnant woman

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Sep 2, 2009

What is it you mean when you say...COCKY

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Part of me wishes that I could actually get along with people while retaining my intelligence. I dont really think thats possible. I cant imagine how that would really work. In the reality of this world, I am smarter than the average person around me. Im not blowing smoke up my ass and Im not being cocky. The fact is that I am smarter than most people. (I am in no way claiming to be the smartest person in the world or to be of a genius level of intelligence.) That being said, I also cant help but take issue with people who try to act smarter than they are and fail miserably. First off, it makes you look mor